Northside Squirrel

The Birth of Phinneas Psalm True

2011-09-05T17:53:00.000-07:00

I woke up at 4 am on Sunday August 14 (13 days overdue). I went to the bathroom and noticed that I had lost my mucous plug. I went back to bed and fell asleep until 7pm while having regular contractions. Bear in mind that I had been having frequent contractions for weeks. I told David and he wanted to know if we should fill up the tub. I thought that breakfast was a more pressing issue. I called Nadya, my midwife, to let her know what was happening. She seemed convinced that I was going to have a baby that day, though I was not so sure.

The morning continued and so did the contractions. I told David that we should get some help with the children and the tub. He agreed and called his mother and Lauren. Lauren arrived to help with the tub shortly. Things were coming together but the contractions puttered out. Sam brought breakfast and David, Lauren and I ate and talked. After a while of not having contractions, Lauren and I decided to take a walk at Spring Grove while David put the boys down for naps. I am really thankful for the walk because it was cool and not too bright. It was nice to walk with a friend. During the walk, my midwife asked if I could stop by to listen to the baby's heart tones. We arrived at Nadya's house and he sounded good. We also discovered that he had moved from my right side to my left. I was so happy to hear that because most of the pregnancy he had been on my right side. I was however a bit bummed that the contractions had stopped. I was also not convinced that I was actually in labor though Nadya seemed to think that I was. After seeing Nadya, I went home to take a nap myself.

When I woke up from my nap, I noticed that I was having contractions again. David's mom came over to help with the boys. I stayed in my room and sat on the birth ball during contractions. I also would stand while holding David's hands during contractions. Nadya and Sora came around 3pm when the contractions seemed regular. Nadya kept checking the baby's heart tones regularly. Lauren also came back to help. At some point I decided to get in the shower. While in the shower, the contractions became more frequent and more intense. I would sway during contractions in the shower while praying for God to give me strength to endure them. I also sang praise songs and though my circumstances did not change, I can honestly say that I could feel God getting me through them. I decided to get into the birth tub to get some relief. When I got into the tub, I felt like I had to go to the bathroom. So, I headed back to the bathroom. As I sat on the toilet the contractions became even more intense. Nadya came in to help me through them. I felt lost and confused. Nadya assured me that these feelings were normal and that everything was ok. Nadya told me that she could see the baby's head and asked me if I wanted to stay where I was or go back to the birth tub. I decided to leave the bathroom and made my way awkwardly to the tub, again.

I thought that it would not be long for the baby to be born once I was in the tub. The midwives told me it was ok to push with the contractions. I was confused about pushing because the contractions were so intense that adding anything to them seemed unbearable. I tried a number of pushing positions but none seemed to really fit. I was hesitant to push because I really thought I might break in half. Nadya suggested touching the baby's head while I pushed, but I was reluctant. After a few more contractions I decided to try. As it turns out, the bag of waters was in front of the baby's head. I got a clearer picture of what I needed to do to push. After one effective push, the bag of waters broke. Nadya reminded me that things would feel differently now that the BOW was gone. The difference was incredible and the intensity increased noticeably. Each contraction I would look at Nadya and tell her how it was all too much. I turned from a squat to hands and knees position. I tried to push and it was too much so I said, "I can't do this" and quite literally attempted to jump out of the tub. Luckily, Nadya was in front of me preventing me from getting out of the tub. I got back in and very rapidly pushed his head out and then one shoulder and finally the rest of him. I took hold of him and to be honest, paid very little attention to him because of how overwhelming pushing was. We decided to get out of the tub to deliver the placenta.

I got out and laid on the bed and delivered a very large placenta. The midwives checked the placenta and while everything looked good they did note an area of interest* on the placenta to check out later. I held Phinn while the midwives rubbed my uterus down. Everything after that seems a bit fuzzy. Though, I do remember Sora weighing and measuring Phinn. We guessed how much we thought he weighed and she proclaimed, "10 lbs even" and 22 inches. His size explained a lot. Lauren got me an ice cream sandwich to celebrate and I was so happy to have him out. I could barely believe he was actually here.

I am grateful to Nadya, Sora, Lauren, David's mom and David for everything. It was the hardest birth yet and it was so vital to have a team to support and pray for me as I delivered Phinn. I also could really feel the presence of God during and after the birth. He showed me how to depend on His strength instead of my own and to throw myself on His mercy.

* A few days after Phinneas was born, Nadya came back to talk to David and I. She discovered what was in the placenta. She informed us, to our shock, that I had been pregnant with twins. The other twin had died at 12 weeks. We saw the tiny baby and were so surprised. Even the ultrasound had not detected the other little one. Since the birth, we have felt a large range of emotions; grief, joy, shock and loss to name a few. It is truly remarkable, how it is possible to love someone you never met and barely knew you had. We have named this little one Arrow. Initially, we had considered the name Arrow for an additional middle name for Phinn but when he was born, it didn't seem to fit. We chose the name from Psalm 127.

3 Children are a heritage from the LORD,

offspring a reward from him.

4 Like arrows in the hands of a warrior

are children born in one’s youth.

5 Blessed is the man

whose quiver is full of them.

They will not be put to shame

when they contend with their opponents in court.

We are happy to know that he is with the Lord and we were blessed to have him for even such a short time.

iphone pics

2010-05-24T18:06:00.001-07:00

Some Pictures

2010-05-05T09:52:00.001-07:00

Haircut

2010-03-28T19:16:00.001-07:00

I was ready for a change. I love it!!!! Probably my favorite cut of my life. Thanks Holly.

Matchies

2010-03-13T12:50:00.001-08:00

Isaac and Levi

2010-03-09T16:33:00.000-08:00

Levi will be 6 months on March 11th. Where has the time gone? I will tell you, taking care of these wonderful boys. Here is what the boys love these days...

Kadin

Being helpful and a wonderful big brother.

Movies

Amazing Lego creations, seriously I can't even begin to describe half of them.

Isaac

Dora the Explorer

BASKETBALLS

Skateboards

Levi

Enjoys sitting up.

Laughing

Avocado, maybe?

2010-02-25T09:48:00.000-08:00

Time to make a bigger hat.

Levi

2010-02-11T19:08:00.000-08:00

I really really need to update my blog. Here are some pictures while you wait.

Happy Birthday Isaac

2009-11-20T18:54:00.000-08:00

I Want...

2009-10-23T07:09:00.000-07:00

a tummy tub

and this too. :)

So Big

2009-10-20T06:11:00.001-07:00

Adoption Rocks

2009-10-09T11:54:00.000-07:00

you can donate and help bring a baby boy home.

Levi

2009-09-22T17:56:00.000-07:00

Levi Pax's Birth Story

2009-09-22T16:31:00.000-07:00

I was convinced after waking up still pregnant on Friday September, 11th that I was doomed to exceed 9 days over. I was in a sour mood but my friend Christine, who was my doula with Isaac, asked if I wanted to go with her to the children's museum. Trying to salvage the day, I agreed. David dropped Isaac and I off at the museum. Isaac and I had never been to that museum and it was very fun. The whole time, I just felt uncomfortable. I figured that the contractions were the same as the ones from the week before, which had not yielded a baby. Christine suggested that perhaps I was in labor, despite my cynical insistence that I was not. After we all finished lunch, David picked Isaac and I up. Now, I was not looking forward to the car ride and David knew it. Every time we hit a bump I would throw him an evil glance. He tried to comfort me by touching my leg, to which I replied "don't touch me". I should have known that something was happening but I chalked it up to me being 9 days overdue. When we arrived home, David put Isaac down for a nap. While he was upstairs, I felt like I had to walk around. So I paced around our downstairs and David observed that I was acting strangely. At this point, Isaac was crying and I decided to hang out in the dark and quiet downstairs bathroom. I turned on the shower and the fan for some soothing white noise and swayed as I had contractions. David suggested that I call my midwife who was at a class that day. I called and told her I would keep her posted. The contractions increased in frequency and strength. I kept drinking water and I told David that I didn't want a bunch of people gawking at me and that I didn't want to worry about the other two boys. So, David went to work procuring care for both Kadin and Isaac. He also talked to Lauren, who was going to be at the birth and contacted our midwife. He checked on me and asked if I wanted to move upstairs. I asked if it was dark and if there was noise. He said yes to both and we made our way slowly upstairs. I came into my room where the birth tub was being filled. It was dark and there was sounds of ocean waves playing. I should point out that this labor was very different from Isaac's. I could not sit down at any time for contractions. I also felt the urge to groan with contractions. Most of the time, I would hang from David and squat during the contractions. After a while, the tub was ready. Lauren went on an ice run to get it the perfect temperature. When my legs felt like they were going to fall off from not being able to sit down, I got in the tub. I was so grateful for that tub, I cried because it felt so good. I was in the tub when transition hit. I felt out of control and looked to Nadya for guidance and encouragement. She helped me breathe and focus. It felt so hard and I just wanted it to be over. Finally, I was ready to push. I made David get in the tub with me. Nadya was in front of me, helping me with each contraction. Another midwife was directing me how to push. Lauren was spoon feeding me applesauce and helping me drink water. It felt like eternity. Finally, his head came out and then the rest of him. I am not very sure what happened after that. All I know, is that my very mellow son was in my arms and my husband behind me and my placenta was floating in a bowl next to me. It was pretty intense. I felt very aware of everything, including my very sore rear end. I would say that active labor started at 2:00 pm and Levi was born at 6:31 pm. It was perfect timing because Isaac came home and went to bed at his normal bed time. It was as if we had a normal day and had a baby. I could go on and on about how wonderful the whole experience was. I loved being at home surrounded and supported by people I love and trust. I am so grateful for the care I have received before, during and after. I am so grateful for my son Levi Pax which means attached peace.

41 weeks

2009-09-09T10:07:00.001-07:00

I am still here and still pregnant. Something about this scenario seems strangely familiar. I went 9 days over with Isaac. I had been hoping to have a shorter experience this time around, which is still possible. Somehow, I wouldn't be surprised if I went even later with this one. We'll see.

40 weeks

2009-09-02T09:37:00.000-07:00

Well, here I am again. So much for going early.

Quilt

2009-09-01T11:03:00.001-07:00

I was thinking how great it would be to have a quilt for the baby. I asked my grandparents if they could send one to me for the birth. I still have my purple unicorn quilt my grandma made me when I was little. Instead of sending a quilt, my grandma designed and made one just for the baby! She is an overachiever :) We love it. Isaac keeps curling up with it while saying "night night". Thanks Grandma!

Birth Kit

2009-08-15T10:50:00.000-07:00

Well, there it is. My birth supplies fit into a plastic container. There are a few things missing. For example, I am currently washing towels which will be packaged up and tossed in there as well. Obviously, the birth tub is not in there, but the liner is. But, I am pretty sure most things will fit into this container. It only took me 38 weeks to get it together.

Belly Pics

2009-08-04T20:12:00.000-07:00

On Monday, Sheena and Crystal came over to play. Sheena and I decided to compare bellies and Crystal graciously agreed to being the photographer. Sheena is due September 3 and I am due September 2! We just need a pic with Rachel who is due September 1. Now placing bets for who will go when. :)

33 Weeks

2009-07-16T17:03:00.000-07:00

Uh Oh!

2009-07-15T17:27:00.000-07:00

Isaac pooped in the bath. Needless to say, gross! You can understand why there is no picture with this post. He has never done that before and hopefully won't again. He has been very interested in sitting on the potty recently. He also likes to flush. I should have explained that you can't flush a bathtub, perhaps that will keep him from using the tub again for pottying purposes.

Pictures

2009-07-14T04:32:00.000-07:00

Happy Birthday Prari

2009-06-10T17:09:00.000-07:00

While this photo is not of Prari's birthday, it is darn cute. This picture is from the Memorial Day cookout. Today is Prari's birthday. I feel left out of the facebook loop officially. I love Prari for lots of reasons. The number one will always be that she led me to Jesus, well He did but through her! She is an evangelist, a wife, a mother, a generous and hospitable woman. She is honest and compassionate. Prari, may God bless you this year with grace, freedom and peace. May His face shine upon you and grow you more into the beautiful woman He made you to be. I love you!

Bam!

2009-05-27T16:49:00.001-07:00

I am 26 weeks pregnant, which means I have 14+ weeks to go. I have felt more and more pregnant recently. I can't believe how fast this pregnancy is going. Although, you could ask me about that in 12 weeks and I might rip off your arm. It hasn't been bad but I am not looking forward to the heat either. I have been trying to get the house ready for baby #2, boy #3. I think a pretty big driving force for that is having a homebirth. At any rate, the house is being cleaned.

Kadin's Birthday

2009-05-26T10:32:00.001-07:00

Wow, I am a slacker about blogging! Kadin's birthday was May 16th and he turned 11. I think he had a good birthday. The weekend before he went to Columbus for a birthday party with Grandma and Grandpa. He got a zoo pass which we used for his actual birthday. We all went to see the zoo babies. He had a little party at our house too. David also took him to see Star Trek. It was fun for everyone.

*Kadin wanted me to thank Grandma and Papa Royer for his gift and card. He currently has stashed the gift until he can think of something good he can use it for. :)

It's Another Boy!

2009-04-09T10:45:00.000-07:00

No, I am not having twins. Sheena just found out that she is having another boy too! If you lost track, here is a rundown...

Crystal- Girl

Christine- Boy

Jenny- Boy

Rachel- Girl

Me- Boy

Sheena- Boy

We still don't know what the other Jenny is having. I think the amount of boys around here is a little crazy!

It's A Boy!

2009-03-25T16:22:00.001-07:00

We went to get our ultrasound yesterday. I was dying to know what this baby was going to be. Right away it was clear that this little one is another boy. He is more photogenic in utero than Isaac was. They said that he has big feet. When we got an ultrasound with Isaac they said he had long fingers. David and I are excited but still processing that we will have three sons (que tv theme song). As of now, we haven't locked on a name but I am sure that it won't be long.

Happy Belated Birthday Dad

2009-02-22T18:13:00.001-08:00

My Dad turned 55 yesterday! I was sick and forgetful and didn't call him (gasp). So instead, Isaac and I decided to eat cake and say, "happy birthday Grandpa!" For the record, Isaac was thrilled to have cake in your honor. I love you Dad.

Cute

2009-01-29T18:15:00.000-08:00

Eyebrows

2009-01-24T16:34:00.000-08:00

Facebook And Other News

2009-01-21T16:39:00.000-08:00

Oh my gosh, I got suckered into opening a facebook page. I was going to delete it but I fell face first into Facebook. First blogging, now this! At this rate, I will be on Twitter in no time. Right now, I am getting ready for the season premiere of LOST. I am so excited but I remember nothing of the last season. Oh well, as the title implies, I am lost but so entertained. In other news, I hung out with a bunch of awesome ladies and their kids today. I found a midwife (insert backflips here). She's awesome, her kids are awesome, her husband is a massage therapist (cartwheel) and she lives a block over! Thank you God!

Wow!

2009-01-03T20:44:00.001-08:00

Lauren and Sam get engaged at the beach on December 28, 2008
On December 22, 2008, Rachel and Britt find out that they are expecting #3.
A few days later, Sheena and Chris discover that they are having baby #2.
New Year's day my test is positive too.

What great times we're having here! So much excitement!

Yes, This Squirrel Was At The Beach House

2009-01-02T16:54:00.000-08:00

Our family went down to the Outer Banks with the Ross clan and Sam and Lauren. To say that it was wonderful would be a complete understatement. Everybody had a rockin' good time. We went to Roanoke Island home of the "lost colony". We saw at least three different light houses. We rented bikes and rode along the coast. The shopping was great. The weather was good. I saw a million stars! David and I went to see the ocean at night. We played euchre, watched Pride and Prejudice, ran on the beach. The tribe of teenage boys were hilarious. Seth and Kadin got along well. Isaac officially became a toddler. Sam and Lauren got ENGAGED!!!! In typical Sarah fashion, I accidently bumbled into them just after. I am so glad that I was privy to one of the all time bests of 2008! More pictures, video and ramblings to follow.

Merry Christmas

2008-12-23T10:44:00.000-08:00

Cosmic Bowling

2008-12-17T17:30:00.000-08:00

David and I went bowling with Lauren and Sam. Not just regular bowling, but cosmic bowling. Cosmic bowling entails wild colored lights and loud speakers playing pop music. I had fun but Lauren had more fun because she won. I came in last both games. This ain't wii bowling that's for sure. David was happy because they had Red Bull on tap! Meanwhile, Sam was beyond excited as he chucked the ball down the lane like it was nothing. I pulled a neck muscle and he didn't even break a sweat.

Check It Out

2008-12-13T10:40:00.000-08:00

One Dollar Diet Project

Birthday Video

2008-11-26T18:05:00.000-08:00

Thank you wonderful husband for making this video. Thank you wonderful friends and family for coming to Isaac's first birthday party.

Twilight

2008-11-21T13:27:00.000-08:00

Tonight Judy, Lauren and I are going to see the movie Twilight. I can't wait because it is going to be so fun. I've read all 4 books in like a week. Lauren continues to make fun of me. I read them faster than I read Harry Potter if that is any indication. I would read them all over again too.

Happy Birthday Isaac!

2008-11-20T14:53:00.000-08:00

Today is Isaac's birthday. I can't believe a year ago today, I was in the hospital having him. I remember holding him his first night. It was probably the best night of my life. Now, he can walk and kinda talk. He can hug. I didn't imagine being this sentimental. I have played his birth and this past year over and over in my mind. It has gone quickly but so much has happened. I find myself sad that I can't remember things in greater detail. So many moments I want to treasure just as they are forever. But time doesn't stop, which is probably good because I am certain I would find a wonderful moment and never leave. Isaac, I love you. Happy Birthday!

Isaac Walks

2008-11-15T11:08:00.000-08:00

We went to visit Grandma and Grandpa for the weekend. Isaac showed off his new moves for Grandma. I stood by teary eyed because he's not even one yet. I know, a week a way but still. He has had the best time here! He's so big.

Thanks Sam

2008-10-22T19:25:00.000-07:00

Sam emailed me an adorable squirrel story. Look at Finnegan the squirrel.

My Hat(s)

2008-10-21T11:41:00.000-07:00

Perfection in form of a hat. First, it is pink and black. Second, it has squirrels on it. Did I mention it was hand made? Well, it was. I must be super special because Rachel made not one but two custom hats! She is very creative and very talented. Thank you Rachel!

The "I" Phone

2008-10-08T12:44:00.000-07:00

Isaac has learned to use the phone. I have no idea where he learned how to do this;) He picks up the phone, makes a noise and then smiles. It is pretty darn cute. Sorry the photos are turned. I don't know how to fix it and David is not home.

The Shack

2008-10-04T18:21:00.000-07:00

I just finished the book The Shack. The book was completely mind blowing. It made the longings of my heart (I was unaware I had) cry out. It showed me the ways I hold on to religion instead of Jesus. I am completely baffled how to just "be" with God. I could take conversations in this book and meditate on them for weeks. Needless to say, you should read it.

Today Is My Birthday

2008-09-25T19:25:00.000-07:00

I had a really great day. Thanks everybody for wishing me a good day! I also enjoyed the gifts as well ;) So far 26 is pretty good.

Adoption Rocks

2008-09-20T11:02:00.000-07:00

Pretty much every adoption story is amazing, though bitter sweet. Here are some links with amazing stories of people saying "yes, Lord use me". The most recent just adopted twins last night!

Twins!

Downs!

Baby #1!

Behold

2008-09-15T16:32:00.000-07:00

We went to the art museum and Kadin noticed someting in this painting. What he noticed made the painting the best painting in the whole gallery.

It seems this distinguished fellow depicted above also had a fondness of my favorite animal... the squirrel.

Mya Is Here

2008-09-05T19:03:00.000-07:00

Mya Marie was born today! She is 6 lbs 13 oz and 21 inches. Jackie was in labor for six hours and only pushed for twenty minutes. Everybody is doing great. Lauren and I enjoyed visiting them. However, we were a little bit fanatical about exercising. We decided to multi-task and exercise at Good Sam. We ran up and down the stairs, did jumping jacks and jogged in the parking lot. All in all, we got to see an adorable baby girl and did some cardio. Woo Hoo!

Oh Yeah...

2008-09-05T08:40:00.000-07:00

Isaac can crawl.

Update

2008-09-05T07:55:00.001-07:00

There is much to blog about. First off, I got my hair colored by my "apprentice". With a little coaching, Lauren did a rockin' good job on my hair. I was so excited and she was too. She had on an apron and everything. She looked like a stylist. I love it!

Secondly, Nicole had a birthday! It was soooo fun because of two primary reasons... We saw the Sisterhood of the Traveling Pants 2 and we had Cold Stone! The movie was almost as good as the ice cream. Birthdays are good. A little birthday shout out to Charlotte, Don and Malakai. Hope your birthdays are/were as good as Nicole's.

Thirdly, Jackie is at the hospital, as I blog, hoping to deliver Mya! Please pray for her. I can't wait to see little Mya.

Fireworks

2008-09-01T05:30:00.001-07:00

Last night, a bunch of us went to the WEBN fireworks. I hadn't been since I was in high school. We watched from the Kentucky side. The display was pretty spectacular. The best part was hiking to find a prime location. I was impressed with Jackie (due any day now) climbing up giant grassy hills. I told her if that doesn't induce labor, I don't know what will. We played a big game of swap, which Crystal still swears she won. It was Kadin's first time to see the fireworks and he seemed to enjoy it. I think he liked playing with earplugs the best.

Prari And John Had Baby...

2008-08-24T05:18:00.000-07:00

Asher David!!! He was born on August 23 at about 5 am. Prari was in labor for 27.5 hours! Asher arrived 7 lbs 1 oz, 19 inches. We visited them yesterday and they are wonderful. Asher means happy/glad and it couldn't be more true. So exciting!

Per Lauren's Request

2008-08-21T17:13:00.001-07:00

Confessions

2008-08-21T16:54:00.000-07:00

I really like the show Secret Life of the American Teenager

I have been dying to see the Sisterhood of the Traveling Pants 2

I could eat ice cream at any given point of the day

I have a $50 late fee at the library

I am a freak about textures (food, wood, hair, you name it)

I can't make it across the monkey bars anymore

I love cherry coke out of a can

My eye is literally twitching from sleep deprivation

I pick my scabs

Sometimes I wish I could be in a band or on a game show

I have a Myley Cyrus song on CD

Cute Pictures

2008-08-20T20:10:00.000-07:00

I Have A 9 Month Old And A 4th Grader!

2008-08-20T17:02:00.000-07:00

Nine months ago today, Isaac was born. When he woke up today, I told him all about the story of his birth. Of course, I found the story much more entertaining than he did. I can't believe my baby is closer to one year than birth. He's so big. On top of that... Kadin started fourth grade yesterday! We all got in the car and drove him to school. I walked him to the front door and he went on to his new class. My heart broke a little as I walked back to the car. He is getting so big too! Obviously, if they are getting older, then David and I are too. In fact, he has a birthday next week and I have one next month. Sigh.

Visit To Grandpa's

2008-08-10T16:24:00.001-07:00

On Friday, David, Isaac and I went to Columbus. It was the first time Isaac slept overnight anywhere else but home. He had no troubles sleeping there at all. Neither did David and I because the three of us got to sleep in my Dad's king sized bed. We watched the opening ceremony of the Olympics and I convinced everyone that we needed to eat Cold Stone ice cream. YUM! On Saturday, Grandma and Grandpa took Isaac shopping. He got a bunch of super cute clothes. It was a fun visit.

My Future's So Bright...

2008-07-13T19:51:00.000-07:00

I have to wear shades:)

Something Squirrelly

2008-07-07T16:23:00.000-07:00

He is part man part squirrel... no that's not it.

He is part squirrel part man... nope.

He is 3/4 beard, 1/4 man and dear God what is happening to that poor squirrel?! BINGO.

*no squirrels were harmed while taking this picture*

"Here We Go Again"

2008-06-30T17:30:00.000-07:00

For those of you who can't tell what this is, it is a positive pregnancy test. Who's pregnancy test?

haha made you look!

Matt and Christine's positive pregnancy test! Malakai will be a big brother in no time. In the words of Christine, "here we go again." Congrats.

Just Part of Growing Up

2008-06-23T17:38:00.000-07:00

Isaac had an appointment with the doctor today. It was his 6 month checkup about a month late. He turned 7 months last Friday:) He had his first vaccination today. He was a champ! I was so relieved. However, it has been a challenging week so far because Isaac is teething. He has about 4 teeth coming in on the top and he does not like it. I don't mind the teeth but the lack of sleep is a whole other story. He keeps waking up every couple of hours at night. During the day, he doesn't want to go to sleep. But he is growing up so quickly. He weighs 21 lbs and is 28 inches. I guess he decided to slow down on the weight gain just a little. Which BTW, he doesn't want solids. He is interested in cups, straws, keys but no food. Did I mention my baby is 7 months old?! How did that happen?

Beat The Heat With The Wii

2008-06-10T06:19:00.000-07:00

Lauren and Kadin decided to beat the heat by playing the wii. They are quite the team on Super Smash Brothers Brawl.
Isaac is keeping cool with his fun play mat.

Thanks Papa

2008-05-28T19:27:00.000-07:00

Look! Isaac is wearing a dress. Just kidding, it's me with some really awesome 80's backdrop. Even as a baby, I was so outdoorsy. :)

Isaac Is 6 Months Today

2008-05-20T16:16:00.000-07:00

Isaac and Daddy were having fun with photo booth. Isaac wanted to try out for the sun on teletubbies.

This is Isaac taking a nap in our bed. He is such a big boy.

Kadin's Birthday

2008-05-19T11:29:00.000-07:00

Friday was Kadin's tenth birthday. It was a weekend long celebration. We went to Dewey's pizza, got ice cream and saw Prince Caspian on Friday. On Saturday, he got Mario Cart for the wii. On Sunday, we had cake with family and friends from church. Alas we didn't have birthday cake candles, so I made Kadin blow out a big candle instead (see above). He got some really fun gifts like wii games, a kite, sidewalk chalk and legos. Hurray for Kadin's birthday!

Cute

2008-05-11T14:40:00.000-07:00

Adorable Pictures

2008-05-05T06:27:00.000-07:00

Justice and Isaac strollin'.
Caidan crawling.
Zamar sleeping.

Zamar during bathtime.

Buddies

2008-05-02T12:11:00.000-07:00

Malakai is an excellent sharer of toys. He let Isaac keep some of his toys at our house for us to enjoy. When Malakai came over today, they played together. As you can see, it was very cute. They share clothes too! If Isaac doesn't chill out on the growing, he will be giving Malakai hand-me-downs. :)

Ergo

2008-05-01T16:43:00.001-07:00

Today, I got an Ergo baby carrier. Isaac loves it because he can ride in front or in back. I love it because my heavyweight boy doesn't hurt my back anymore. We had been using Christine's Ergo for a while (THANKS). Now, we have our own. How is this possible? My Dad rocks! Isaac says, "thank you Grandpa and Grandma".

Isaac Pictures

2008-04-25T17:30:00.000-07:00

My baby is cute! He is also very heavy. He weighs 21 lbs with a Fuzzi Bunz on. He can sit up virtually by himself. He also has 2 teeth. He is now 5 months old (tear). He's growing up so quickly.

We Got To See Kalla!

2008-04-25T17:20:00.000-07:00

Finally! I was so excited to see Kalla with her little guy and #2 on the way. Sarah was also there looking especially cute and as always very sweet. I was so glad that Kalla made the trip to Cincy! Caidan is soooo cute and very active. Although, Isaac is giving him a run for his money in height and weight :) Kalla is looking good. She may even know what she's having by now?! I love you Kalla.

All Consuming Fire

2008-04-20T19:36:00.000-07:00

As I read this family's blog, I was undone. They are walking out God's grace and mercy by loving the orphan.

After reading this, I had to read this promise.

Revelation 21:3-5
3And I heard a loud voice from the throne saying, "Now the dwelling of God is with men, and he will live with them. They will be his people, and God himself will be with them and be their God. 4He will wipe every tear from their eyes. There will be no more death or mourning or crying or pain, for the old order of things has passed away."

5He who was seated on the throne said, "I am making everything new!" Then he said, "Write this down, for these words are trustworthy and true."

Why I Love Lauren

2008-04-12T21:27:00.001-07:00

There are so many reasons to love this girl! Here are a few...

She's the best roommate I ever had

She hearts Dawson's Creek ("I don't wanna wait")

She let's me be a total balloon knot

She loves 90's rap almost as much as I do

We can talk without saying a word

She is generous, compassionate and growing so much in the Lord

She is one of the most stubborn people I know

She is organized, administrative and one heck of a cleaner

She took me to DWTS

She's my sister

Let's Hear It For The Boy

2008-04-09T12:07:00.001-07:00

Today we found out...

Baby Parran is a boy! WOO HOO! I was dying to find out and I am so happy for them. For those keeping track here is a list of baby boys...

Malakai (Matt and Christine)

Caidan (Kalla and Chris)

Justice ( Jill and Don)

Isaac (yours truly)

Zamar (Chris and Sheena)

Elijah (Jill and Don)

Isaiah (Dave and Becky)

Baby Parran!! (Prari and John)

A little lady shout out to Ava, Charlotte, Joscy and Havah. Ladies, you'll have your pick of the handsome boys... (not till your 35).

Yay for babies!!!

Bouncy Boy

2008-03-31T17:12:00.000-07:00

Update: Isaac has a tooth!! Could he grow any faster? The next video clip will be him driving my car. Sheesh!

Brothers

2008-03-27T06:59:00.001-07:00

St Patrick's Day Just Got Better

2008-03-17T18:44:00.000-07:00

Take a look at the new addition to the Dudley family. Little Elijah was born around 10:30 am today. Mama and Papa Dudley are doing great. I'm sure Justice will be so excited to see his little brother. And what an adorable little brother he is! Congratulations.

Weekend Update

2008-03-17T07:06:00.000-07:00

This weekend was very fun for all of us. On Friday, Isaac went to lunch with Grandpa at Cheesecake Factory. Unfortunately, he couldn't enjoy anything from the menu but I sure did. Grandpa gave him some cute outfits and a Bumbo seat. As you can see from the picture, Isaac really loves his new chair. We also got to see the Pryor family. Baby Isaiah is so adorable! We hope to see them more often. On Saturday, we had game night at our house. We played wii bowling, scene it and some other games. It was so much fun. Then on Sunday, we had church. I love fun weekends!

Check Out Those Bunz!

2008-03-13T07:19:00.000-07:00

That's right the Fuzzi Bunz have arrived. Last night, I washed, dryed and stuffed the diapers and it was fun. Today, we put them on and that's right folks, Isaac did his business. So far so good. In other Isaac news, he had a doctor's appointment and he is 18 lbs and 26 3/4 inches. According to our doctor he is growing "beautifully". He is "talking" more and grabbing his toys. In fact, he is having so much fun now he hardly wants to stay asleep. You can imagine how much fun that is for Mama. For now, sleep is a work in progress.

The Business of Being Born

2008-03-07T11:12:00.000-08:00

I saw this film and loved it. I had a positive and natural birth in a hospital. Sadly, it seems that I am in the minority. I think this film gives some important information which can be used in making birthing decisions. I definitely think things need to change. Women should not be made to fear the experience of birth.

Presenting Zamar!

2008-02-28T07:09:00.000-08:00

Zamar Othel Deering was born to Chris and Sheena last night at 7:40 pm. He was born 7 lbs 4 oz after 20+ hours of labor. Sheena is doing well and I imagine Chris couldn't be happier. I have not seen him yet but I can't wait!

Cool New Store In Cincy!

2008-02-26T13:18:00.000-08:00

It is a green store. Yes, they have cloth diapers too!

http://www.parkandvine.com

Taking The Fuzzi Bunz Plunge

2008-02-22T10:57:00.000-08:00

So we decided to do it. We are going cloth. After a ton of research, ( I was a little compulsive) I am really excited to use cloth diapers. We decided to do it for several reasons. First, it is economical. Why throw $ away? Literally. Which leads me to my second reason... environmental. I would share some info about sposies (term for disposables I picked up during my extensive research) but it's pretty depressing. Let's just say cloth is greener. Finally, Isaac's tushie. I am hoping that his rear will enjoy the choice as well. It seems like a less convenient choice but I am hoping I can handle it. The other option is EC, but that is a whole 'nother post.

A little FB shout out to Sarah (mommy of Noah) for answering a ton of my questions!

What Goes On When Mom's Not Around

2008-02-13T18:28:00.000-08:00

Sadly, I did not get to experience this in person. Luckily, I have a wonderful husband who can record things.

Papa, This Post Is For You

2008-02-11T20:04:00.001-08:00

Today, Isaac had another doctor's appointment. We found out that Isaac is nearly 17 lbs. He is healthy and wonderful. He can "talk" more. He especially likes having conversations with his toys. Sometimes when I try to join in, he gives me a look like I'm interrupting their fun. I don't mind though. He also grabs at toys with his hands, and he really likes to stand up. He is growing so quickly that a lot of his outfits don't fit. I'm moving him up to 6 month old clothes. He will be 3 months on the 20th.

Kadin's Concert

2008-02-02T18:22:00.000-08:00

Tonight was Kadin's first Suzuki violin concert. I really enjoyed seeing him up there on stage doing a rendition of Twinkle Twinkle. It may as well have Beethoven's Fifth Symphony. I was so proud. I hope he keeps it up. I am amazed at what these kids can do. Plus, he looked handsome while he did it.

SAHM

2008-01-25T11:19:00.000-08:00

A few days ago, I told my boss at Pure Concept that I would not be returning to work. David and I decided that I would stay at home with Isaac. I had every intention of going back. In fact, I didn't think that I would take the full maternity leave. But everything changed when he was born. I feel like my heart grew bigger. Isaac's birth changed my perspective on so many things. I make sacrifices that I never imagined, with more ease than I ever imagined. When I think of Isaac in the Bible, I think of how he got on the altar as a sacrifice to God. With my Isaac, I feel as though it is me on the altar. I feel challenged to die to my selfishness and vain conceit. In certain ways, it seems scary but I can already tell that there is so much that God is offering to me. He is making me more like him. He is letting me witness this little person's whole life. He has made me a mother. I am being reshaped and redefined. He is showing me more of who He is through Isaac. The other day I was looking at Isaac and I realized I love him... not because of what he's done for me or because of what a great baby he is, I love him because He is mine. I finally see why Jesus loves us in spite of flaws, sins, space and time. He loves us so much simply because we are HIS.

Isaiah 43:1

But now, this is what the Lord says-

he who created you, O Jacob

he who formed you, O Isreal

"Fear not, for I have redeemed you;

I have summoned you by name; you are mine.

DWTS The Tour

2008-01-18T06:15:00.000-08:00

For Christmas, Lauren got us tickets to go see Dancing with the Stars. I was beyond excited. So last night, we had a girls' night out. It was so much fun. We drove downtown while listening to music only Lauren and I would appreciate. We got Coldstone ice cream... yum. We watched the show, vowing to ourselves that we must take dance lessons. We saw Drew Lachey but no Nick Lachey to Lauren's disappointment. The dancing was amazing but I was almost more impressed with the live band. The costumes were beautiful too. But the best part was going out with Lauren. It wouldn't have even mattered if we didn't go to the show because I always have the best time with her. I have to say that it was the best present. Dancing with the stars is a really good show :) Thanks Lauren, I love you.

Happy Anniversary, We're Trapped in an Elevator

2008-01-16T18:34:00.000-08:00

On January 12th David and I celebrated our one year anniversary. It was hard to believe that it had been a year already. Yet in some ways it felt longer. In one year we got married, went to Hawaii, moved, got pregnant, changed jobs, bought a house, moved again, bought a car and oh yeah... had a baby. So in celebration of our one year we wanted to go to the movies but unfortunately Isaac's nap schedule didn't allow for it. We decided to go visit an Aveda salon downtown that was in process of opening. Long story short, we were on an informal tour with one of the owners who was 4 months pregnant. She wanted to show us the Spa upstairs. We got on the elevator to go up and alas we did not move. In fact the doors would not open. So David, myself and a sleeping Isaac were stuck on an elevator with a 4 month pregnant woman. The fire department had to come and get us out and luckily Isaac never woke and the woman was fun to talk to. It was quite the adventure.

For better or for worse, in elevators and out, I LOVE YOU DAVID.

Isaac's 2nd Doctor's Appointment

2008-01-11T19:10:00.000-08:00

We decided to go to a different Doctor this time. I was nervous that we would have the same bad experience we had at the first one we tried. Thankfully, we did not. I really liked Dr Irvin. At the last doctor, they wanted us to come back in because he had lost ounces since birth. I was really annoyed by that because it is normal for babies to lose ounces after birth. I mean he was 9 lbs 13 oz he could stand it if he lost a few. Anyway... I am pleased to report that there was no need to worry about weight gain with little Isaac. He is six weeks old and weighs 14 lbs 9 oz! He is 24 3/4 inches long, which also means he is in the 97th percentile for height and weight. I used to think women who talked about percentiles were a little funny but now I am one of them. As a breast-feeding mother, I take pride in his stats! Here are some other milestones... following toys with his eyes, making noises other than crying, rolling from side to back, mimicking and holding his head up for long periods of time. Needless to say he is keeping his mother busy.

Too Cute For Words!

2008-01-01T17:20:00.000-08:00

But that won't stop Isaac from trying.

One Month Old!

2007-12-21T18:47:00.000-08:00

On November 20, Isaac was born. It now has been a month. I am so happy that he is growing healthy and strong. However, I still reminisce over his birth and first couple of days and weeks. I think about when they put him on my stomach and our first night at the hospital. Yes, I have cried several times over these treasured memories. Sometimes I wish I could freeze time or that I could perfectly remember a moment forever. Still, his size shows me that time can't be stopped. My one month old boy fits into three month old clothes! There are outfits he never even got to wear. His neck is getting stronger, he can lift his head up longer. He can smile which is probably one of the best things I have ever seen.

Three Weeks Today

2007-12-11T14:38:00.000-08:00

Ribbit

2007-12-07T18:53:00.000-08:00

My Beautiful Boy

2007-12-06T20:35:00.000-08:00

Isaac is now over two weeks old. It sounds crazy, but he is growing so fast. Everyday his face is fuller, his hands seem bigger, he is heavier to hold.

Now, if he would just cry less... I'm not saying he cries all of the time, I mean, he doesn't cry when he's eating or sleeping. Breast-feeding is getting easier, Yay! Plus, I can now get into a pair of pre-pregnancy jeans! If it weren't so cold out, I might try to go out more often. Not to mention, that it's cold and flu season. We are all starting to adjust to the new "schedule". Kadin has been great too! I am so thankful.

Something Different

2007-11-28T18:12:00.000-08:00

1 Week Old, Life On The Outside

2007-11-27T14:01:00.000-08:00

This week is one big blur. I am feeling much more like my old self. Today we went to the doctor for Isaac's first appt. I really did not enjoy it at all. He hated being examined but who wouldn't...bright lights, cold hands, doctors. His response seemed to shock the doctor and nurses. They said, "He really doesn't like this." Duh! I could go on but I won't. So they told us that he is actually 21 3/4 inches long not what the hospital measured him at (19 in). I thought that 19 inches was incorrect. I must say that it explains why I could still feel him kicking my ribs after he dropped. It has been good to getting to know Isaac. He is strong and healthy with an excellent set of lungs! But, I have to say that breast feeding sucks... literally. I have been told that it gets easier and it has. I just want it to get even better right now. So that was our adventure for the day.

Thank you to:

2007-11-24T12:32:00.000-08:00

God, You are so good to us.
Our Northside family, for your loving care.
Our families, for your unconditional love and support.
Papa Weiss, for the prayer you prayed.
Tracy, for a great education.
For everyone who helped birth little Isaac: Christine, Dr. Bowen, Kim.
Athena (the lactation consultant).
Everyone else, thank you for the food, encouraging words, prayers, flowers, taking out our trash, trips to the store...
Thank you!

Baby Isaac

2007-11-23T13:58:00.000-08:00

In order that Sarah's energy be used where it is most important and also that the facts of the birth of baby Isaac be told fairly and accurately I (David) will be updating Sarah's blog today.

The story of Sarah Kathryn True's labor and Baby David Isaac True's birth:

Tuesday, November 20, 2007.
• 3AM- Sarah awakes to signs of early labor, and returns to sleep

• 5AM- Sarah has a dream: She's at work in the break room talking to two coworkers, one turns to Sarah and says, "We've got to get her ready" and kicks the stool that Sarah is sitting on. In real-life Sarah awakes and finds that her water has broken.

• 5AM- 8AM- More active labor begins, stronger contractions, Sarah becomes more serious, needing a quiet and dark place. During this time, Christine (Sarah's Doula) arrives to help out, the doctor is called, care and a ride to school is procured for Kadin, the car is packed, a few bites of banana are eaten...

• 9AM- Around this time it becomes obvious that things are moving forward pretty fast. Sarah starts showing signs of transition and we start for the hospital.

• Now, at this point in the re-telling of events it should be stated that at no time did Sarah lose control or freak out or start screaming and swearing. She would just alternate between measured, heavy breathing and almost complete relaxation.

• 10AM- We arrive at the hospital after a fairly uneventful car ride. We had pre-registered and the doctor had called ahead for us, so we were able to pretty much go straight to our room. This was fortunate because upon entering the room Sarah was beginning to feel the urge to push. Sarah was checked by the RN and we were informed that she was "complete".

• Between 10:15 and 11AM our room was in a bit of a whirlwind with nurses, doctors and staff all working to prepare everything needed (in their minds) to bring a child into the world. We could tell that there was a little concern with the staff that Sarah's doctor had not yet arrived but none of that concern was coming from Sarah.
This was also the time when it became clear just how blessed we were (are).

A Quick List Of Blessings Up To This Point:
1. Most of Sarah's early stage labor had happened while she was asleep.
2. Most of Sarah's active labor had happened while at home in the comfort and quiet of our bedroom.
3. Everything was moving at a very quick but manageable pace.
4. The car ride was smooth, traffic was fairly clear and nothing was forgotten.
5. There was no wait to get to our room.
6. Because Sarah arrived pretty much ready to push, there was no time for the hospital to strap her down with IV's, monitoring devices, or anything else that often impedes a natural birth.
7. The RN (Kim) had been a doula for seven years before her two years as a RN, so she perfectly understood our birth plan and was incredibly helpful and supportive.

• 11AM- At some point Dr. Bowen arrived, a squat bar was attached to the bed, pushing began. Sarah was incredible, she had Christine on her left helping her breath, Kim to her right helping her focus, Dr. Bowen in catching position, and me behind her as something to support and rest on in the bed. Pushing went like this: Sarah would open her eyes and start to sit up as a contraction would begin (between contractions she was so relaxed you would think she was sleeping), she would wrap her arms over the squat bar and breath and push. She had such amazing control and focus!

• 11:27AM- Baby Isaac sees the world for the first time. He is bright-eyed and BIG (almost 10 pounds). While delivering the placenta and still in complete control of her pain, Sarah begins conversations around the room expressing her concern for Dr. Bowen and how it seems that he would never be able to holiday.

• Over the next day and night the hospital put it's many stamps of approval over the mother and baby, we signed papers acknowledging that we understood how dangerous it is to not pump a newborn's body full of diseases and viruses, and no, you may not cut him there... We were also told by Kim (the RN who had been a doula for seven years) that this had been the best natural birth she had ever seen. I do believe that Sarah was seen as a bit of a rock-star there at the hospital.

We have now been home for two days. There has been very little sleep, but much joy. People have asked about the "baby blues" or "post-partum this-or-that" and as of yet there have been many tears, but none from sadness. Sarah and I have a quite a few moments where we have just looked at our new baby and cried over how beautiful he is and how wonderfully blessed we have been. For that we thank our friend and father in heaven.

We will post pictures and video as it comes.
Thank you for your prayers and kindness.
David, Sarah, Kadin & Baby Isaac True

41 Weeks Tomorrow

2007-11-17T16:03:00.000-08:00

That's right I am still here and pregnant. You would not believe how many people have asked... "have you had the baby yet?" I guess it is a reasonable question. Obviously from this post the answer is clear. Believe it or not, it's not that bad. I mean it definitely does not make my top ten list but I have had a fun week. I went to yoga twice, I cleaned, went Christmas shopping, made cookies and dinner for Bible study, saw a movie with Kadin and hung out with Jill and Justice. I don't have much planned for the upcoming week except Thanksgiving festivities which I am very excited about. Today, Judy said that it would be great to have a baby on T-day. I disagreed because I want to eat. She told me that should I have him on Thanksgiving, she would personally cook a Thanksgiving meal just for me! I agreed.